Poems
The Cold Green Element, 1955
At the end of the garden walk the wind and its satellite wait for me; their meaning I will not know until I go there, but the black-hatted undertaker who, passing, saw my heart beating in the grass, is also going there. Hi, I tell him, a great squall in the Pacific blew a dead poet out of the water, Crowds depart daily to see it, and return with grimaces and incomprehension; if its limbs twitched in the air they would sit at its feet peeling their oranges. And turning over I embrace like a lover the trunk of a tree, one of those for whom the lightning was too much and grew a brillant hunchback with a crown of leaves. The ailments escaped from the labels of medicine bottles and all fled to the wind; I've seen myself lately in the eyes of old women, spent streams mourning my manhood, in whose old pupils the sun became a bloodsmear on broad catalpa leaves and hanging from ancient twigs, my murdered selves sparked the air like muted collisions of fruit. A black dog howls down my blood, a black dog with yellow eyes; he too by someone's inadvertence saw the bloodsmear on the broad catalpa leaves. But the furies clear a path for me to the worm who sang for an hour in the throat of a robin, and misled by the cries of young boys I am again a breathless swimmer in that cold green element.